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la la... writing in here becuase natalie said so......
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oh hey livejournal....... um... hm. thought i'd write something since i haven't in a while.......and every single one of my entries thats that. i'm not good at the whole journal keeping thing, i try, but it just turns to epic fail. oh well. i suppose lately i've been trying to figure out if i've made correct decisions. i'm one who believe in the whole fate thing, so i want to follow what fate wants, but how am i supposed to know what i am supposed to decide? there times when i choose one side and fully believe that is what i want, only to reconsider that decision the next hour and think that i just made a terrible mistake.
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ugh okay so, i started to write something before but then it somehow went back and page and then i went forward and it all was gone and i was mad so i refused to write anything again. but after re-reading my old posts i wanted to write another. and because allie was talking about livejounral tonight with me and we were like oh hey i should write something again. and so i am. kay so my life so far Photography equals love. there is nothing i would rather do in this world. i dont even know what it is about it. its just thirlling, developing film, working in the darkroom, that sort of thing. and to be able to capture small moments in time that people would normaly have forgotten is probably the most fun. My ultimate dream job would be to take promo pictures for bands and other artsits. I am taking a digital film making class right now in the city which is fantastic. i still have to come up with a solid screen play to shoot. i get to shoot, direct, light edit.... everything.. my own short film. i just wish i had a good strong idea. it will come to me eventually. There is this cute little digital camera i want to start taking some pictures and practicing with digital opposed to film. because no one wants film anymore, too expensive and slow. and i also like to see what i am working with right off the bat opposed to taking a roll, developing it, enlarging the pictures... and then realizing that i shot this person from a completely unflattering angle. but i need the money for this camera because it is pretty fancy. which brings me to....
prom. ugh. i dont even want to go anymore. its complete poppycock. paying to go, paying for a dress, paying for nails, paying for hair.... all to look good for who? alex, my date? er, we just good friends now so i dont really care that much. hes not bringing me to his prom though. he is like """"with"""" someone i think, i dont really know, its still wierd for us to talk about boys/girls to eachother so i guess i understand. but im still curious. i seem to always be out of the loop, even with people i thought wouldnt leave me out of the loop. but im not holding anything against anyone. everything is all over and done with so theres not really anything to do about it now. im just a very curious person i guess. i need to know everything. it bothers me, alot, when i dont. which is werid, because when it comes to school work i dont really seem to find a need to know everything. which brings me to....
school. ugh. i am junior now. so i dont really want to deal with anything. i am juggling 4 nights a week of practice, 3 sat classes a week, film class once a week, and somehow have to find time to work so i can get my camera. oh and prom. *shudders*
Gymnastics is chill, except for my ankel which i somehow keep hurting. hopefully this will all go away soon so i can make it though a season. thatd be good.
uhhhmmm i guess that is just about it. theres a ton of nonsense with my good friend james and his girlfriend who is also one of my good friends. i wrote about it before, but its just too complex i dont really feel like getting into it.
so yeah
thats me.... for now anyways.....
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hellooo....again....
ummzzz. so.....
i ate some ravioli today......
my dog learnd "paw" and gives us her paw and shakes hands.
err.....
my red hair is starting to fade...
anyone have ideas for the next color..?
i have votes for "lava" (orange) or "electric lizzad" (green)
i made an 11 by 14 print of teh WWII graveyard to put it in the photo contest show. everyone says they love it. i dont think its enough to win anything though. i'd be happy with 3rd place.. which is acctually like 4th place... for 100 bucks...... but i doubt this on shot is even good enough for that. we'll see.
wish i had more things to say.
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because allie mentioned the other day that i was doing such a great job keeping my lj up to date, i thought i'd keep up the good work.
so lately i have been basically obsessed with the rocky horror picture show. durring the break my friends and i went twice. the first time we went we dressed like transvestites, but i geuss we did a bad job because
according to everone there we looked like whores. because of our horrible job of dressing like transvestites, they named the theme of that night " Child Prostitution Night" just for us. how grand. the second time we went, not alot of cast showd up so they named it "Audence Partisipation Night" so we did tag team rocky. Which is when each charicter is given i sign with the name of the charicter on it. when that cast member doesnt feel like playing thier part anymore, the pass thier sign off to a random person, and that random person has to play the part. i got to be janet and dr.scot. our friend john got to be brad durring his sex scene and was ever so confused when a large gay man jumped on top of him and pretended to give him head. oh rockyyyyyy.
so my feb. break has basically revolved around rocky.
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hiiiiz for about the 10 billionth time.... i am going to start using this.... im accually going to try this time. lets see... since the last time i was on here....
italy was fun.
igc was amazing, "obv" ( allie lingoo)
i got a puppy, shes cute
umm i went to school?
new stuff..
i got accepted into Ap photo, which i am quite excited about, i will acctually be in an Ap class!! :o
i sprained my ankel again on saterday...kinda, it should be better in about 2 days.
i had blue hair for awhile, but now its washing out, purple is next
uhhhhhh
thats it i think
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[14 Jul 2006|02:16pm] |
im going across the world today kaythanx.
this shoudl be fun. i have lots of stuff to read.. and i brought a notebook to draw or write in or somthing. lots of pens and pencils.
mmm anddd i'll miss various people while i am on my voyage to the infinate abyss.
jay kayyyy im ust going accross the atlanic ociean.
to a far away land known as italy.
yeah it should be fun.
gonna make some italian friends that speak english
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[12 Jul 2006|11:00pm] |
it rained alot today
big noise
why cant nature be more quiet?
all the girls at camp today were crying becuse of all the thunder.
wll my group anyways. but thats only becuse they are all 6 years old. so i forgive them. tomorrow is my last day at camp. maybe the'll cry cuz im leaving.
doubt it, i dont really think they like me much anyways. o well i was onyl there for not even 3 weeks. i wonder if i made an impact on the future... you know.. since children are the future.... not that any of those girls will have a huge impact on the world. maybe if they stop crying.
nah they'd make a diffrence anyway, i bet you bush crys. and look what a diffrence he made!
so after cmap i went to jeff's house. his face is all scratched but his teeth are pretty. you dont even notice the scratches, your just like woh that kid has pretty teeth. but hes mine so only i can touch them. so ha. and i did, they felt like teeth., straight teeth.
thats it
c'est tout
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[03 Jul 2006|04:57pm] |
camp is fun
i like to go to camp
i tie shoes all day long
pink shoes
white shoes
black shoes
gray shoes
little itsy bitsy shoes
thats my poem on shoe tieing. cuz thats what i do all day. i tie shoes. this kid mark, the counselor in the boys first grade group suggested a show tieing lesson for all the frist graders. we wouldnt have to do 1/2 our job. the other 1/2 is taking kids to the nurse and such.
man it was hot today. i should start wearing shorter shorts. i wore bramuda shorts today. they were really light weight but it was still hot. i have all new shorts and stuff. because i had gone shopping yesterday. i was all out of shorts and needed some for when we go to italy.
i got new socks too. they are the coolest socks ever. they are black and white checkerd and i was so excited to wear them today. i love new socks. normaly i dont wear the same socks a both feet. but today was an eception. becsue these were the coolest socks ever.
indeed
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[02 Jul 2006|11:44am] |
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hellooo
kay so im going to start using this more.
lets seeee
thursday night me and allie and nicole and soleil went to the panic show and it was pretty sweet. on the way there the bus driver yelled at us for being too loud. i should write a song, the lady on the bus goes stfu, stfu, stfu, the lady on the bus goes stfu, all though the town. i think it'll catch on. anyways. when we got into the city it was all rainy. i thought i was stupid for bringing my hoody becuse it was mad hot that day but i was the smartest kid ever. welll when we got there of corse we had to stand behind THE tallest girl in the whole theater. i couldnt see much but thats alright i could hear everything. i pretended to bite the girl infront of me and we took pictures.
okay i must flee but i shall add on later
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[09 Sep 2005|07:00pm] |
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You can ask me six questions, no matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. Then, after you ask me questions, repost this in your journal so the chain can go on. If you don't post this, then you're scared of what people may ask you.
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ill be like everyone else.
i guess now i have to go back and ask people questions.
MAKE ME LAUGH PLEASE!!!
kay i did this cuz all the cool kids were doing it 2.
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[07 Sep 2005|10:17pm] |
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yeah i love allie for making this cuz its cool... yeah
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